Why now?

So....you know how my relationship with my dad ended? Well, a few days ago, I found out that my grandma, who doesn't have much time left, has gone mute. She doesn't say anything anymore. Anything. And today, 5 minutes ago actually, I found out that my dog has a year to 6 months to live. Why is all this happening now? All together. I know that time has to move, and people have to die, but all at the same time? That's more than a teenage girl can bear, especially with everything else going on. But the world, much like my problems, has to go on. And I am being dragged behind because I forgot a step.

This week......

So....I went to a concert on Tuesday!!!! It was called Rain: A Tribute To The Beatles and it was amazing!!! The drummer kept hitting on me and my friends and even went so far as to ask our #s. Absolutely loved!!!!!!! <3 the Beatles!!! And all the music they covered I knew by heart! We all sang along Rykelle, Tasha, and I! And it was just.......wonderful.

Recovery

So my dads out of the hospital. He is now at home far away from me which I am very happy about. Over fathers day, my relationship with my dad crumbled and we arent talking anymore. I think it's for the best. I hope you all have a great week and I will see you all again soon.

Sorry: Update

I'm sorry I haven't said anything in awhile, and I'm surprised this still works. I just wanted to update y'all on what's goin on. I joined AFS because I didn't get into the French exchange program, I have gotten braver around people, started summer school and met up with a bunch of old friends there, started guitar lessons this Wednesday, and as of right now, my father has been in the hospital for 4 hours. I don't know what's going on, and I am scared. It might just be high high blood pressure, and I'm hoping to God it is, but I just don't know. I'll keep you posted. Love you all! Thanks for reading, it means a lot.