I am sorry i didn't talk to you. I have an exchange kid here. She is tries awesome. Let em speak alittle french.

Ainsi le gamin est vraiment agréable. Elle passe la nuit à une maison d'amis ce soir. Je suis vraiment fatigué. Didn 't reçoivent beaucoup de sommeil l'autre nuit.


It is cool, no?

Foreign exchance student thing

Okay, so i am hoping Monday will be a good day. I have to ask my foreign language teach what the exchange students are going to do while we r at school. Other than that, me weekend was fun.

I am sad

Okay, all of you that are reading this, then i want you to look at The Laura Beth Reynolds Memorial on facebook. It was the most sad and depressing. I new someone that died like that. I miss them all so very much. I loved them. They were my family.   Watch the channel five show on her.   I feel really bad for her mom.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so, in case you havent noticed i move on really fast.
Well, Me and my friends saw this guy in the hall. He was standing right behind me and he was so cute. So, once we were out of earshot, i ask one of my friends 'whos the hottie?' and we don't know but he is cute!!!!!!!!

He kind of looks like Gregg Sulkin from Wizards of Waverly Place. you know, alex's bf Mason.   Well, the next time i see him, i am going to say hi.   I can not wait!!!!!!

I FEEL GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so today, I completely cut Flounder out of my life! and i feel great!   I feel better that great!   i feel perfect!   I love this!   i have a new lease on life! i can live the life i want to and i can control my own life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Tomorrow, even though we have testing all day, it will be amazing!

So, i was just on Flounder's FB and i saw that it said he was engaged.
So, i go to his gf's fb and it says that she is engaged to him. Now, i am seriously depressed.       Now, i am depressed, lonely, and i think that i was used by this guy. I mean, he has always struck me as a jerk, but i found out this week that he was cheating on his gf with 3 or 4 other girls. I may have already said this, but now i am pissed. I am planning on telling his girl friend but, she won't listen to me. People only listen to friends. Not girls that like their fiancee's. i will have to be her friend before this happens.  Before they get married. Even if they don't, she has to know.    I wish that i could have one day, just one day, of being lucky. Kiss a guy i like and likes me. Feel good. have good clothes. etc. just a  good day in general. I think that i am going to go back to the movie.     I really wish i had a bf.     See you later. TTFN!!!!!

All is forgiven

Okay, so me and Flounder are good. I guess.

that was it

So, I txted Flounder last night and asked him to say he doesn't like me like that. That he hates me. That he never wants to see me again. I asked him to. He wouldn't. He kept saying 'Y?' and then he said 'I cant' and i said 'what?' and he said 'idk lol'. He is driving me insane!    I told him to do it for his girlfriend and Flounder didnt respond. I told him to do it for me and he said okay.     Since that, i have been regreting this since he hesitated. i cant get it out of my head. And i made the wrong choice. I know it. i just cant explain it.      I wish i could just know how he feels. Why he hesitated.

No more

i don't know what possesed me to, but i looked at Flounder's and his gf's pics on fb and i saw them together. I mean, i knew i would, but i just didn't know that my friends words had sunk so deep into my subconsciense. my heart of broken. I cant believe that actually believed that i could have had a chance with him. so i did what any girl who just had her heart broken, poured it out to her friend, and been told 'duh' by him about this would do. I deleted my friend, Flounder, and Kris off my friends. and i am going to delete them from my fone and avoid them.  i can't bear to see or talk to Flounder again. I just can't. If i even look at him or anyone that reminds me of him, i might start crying. I can't bear it.    my world is falling apart. This is just what i was afraid of. Why?

TEE HEE

So, today was kind of a good day. I talk to Flounder and we are good. I had to go up to him and ask him two things. I forget the first one, but the second was 'why aren't you talking to selest?' His answer:'she hasn't txted me' i mean, come on! Well, then next hour i make selest talk to flounder and they are good. She was embarressed. It was kind of funny. the reason she was though, is because she likes him.  So, i go through the entire day and me and flounder talk. the entire day!    i mean, we talked in the hall, txted, that sort of thing. I think at one point i asked him what his favorite ice cream was. Sherbet. What kind of guy likes sherbet? ANY kind of sherbet. Just weird. So then, when my class goes to lunch, i txt him 'i c u' and look through the door window till he gets the txt. i know that it might be weird, but i dont care. I thought it was fun at the time. So he gets the txt, looks at it and the entire time, his football friend is trying to see if he can get the fone from him by tickling him. and he does not succed. but he does look at the fone. Well, then flounder looks at the door window(there are two) and waves and his friend looks up that way after i wave back and i bolt. After lunch, i walk by the doors. i knock on the second one. the one i looked through and then catch up with my friends. Well, it turns out that my friend kylie told this girl erin that i like flounder and of course i have to confirm it. then later i talk to him again. with a very serious question. Well, it turns out jack broke it off with rose and she was in love with him and i asked flounder what was wrong with jack and he just said 'we are guys. its what we do.' then i hit him outside the head. or i wish i had. so that is it for right now. til i get more,
you know you love me
xoxo
gossip girl : )

Okay, i give.

Austen flipped because he was pissed. DJ didn't punch back because he had to much to lose from one stupid fight.     And the high school boys. I don't really know the answer to that one. Guy's. They never take anything seriously. They never call when they say they will. They never do anything right. And don't even get me STARTED on those football jocks. I mean, have they been knocked to the ground to many times? Are their helmets loose or something? They act like total idiots all the time!    They are totally cute, but they are really stuupid!      I have a few friends who are jocks and this one. Let's call him Flounder, like from little mermaid. Well, i told Flounder to call me and he said okay. Well, as you can guess, he doesn't call!   So, the next day at school, which was today, i march over to him, and when i get up the nerve, I hit him with my SOBE bottle.  Then i storm off, expecting my friend to follow. But, oh no! Not her!  So i have to go back over there and while i am over there, i ask him why, and he says he had football practice and a doctor's appointment!   I mean, how lame is that!  So i say, 'you could have texted at least' and then he left. Then, 2 hours later,   i walk over to him before he walks into class and i say sorry and he says it's okay, so we say hi in passing and that is all. Nothing else to tell.  But, oh, how jelous i got when i saw him touch another girl. I mean for cryin' out loud, he has a gf!   and i know i have to wait behind everyone else, but still, it made me so pissed!      I went to my last hour all pissed and then said hi to him on the way to my bus and all was forgiven. THAT is the end.
xoxo,
Gossip Girl.

WOW!!!!!

Oh, yeah.
     xoxo,
Gossip girl

WOW!!!!!

So, i was in the hall after lunch and gues what?   I saw, a long with a bunch of other people, DJ and Austen get in a fight.  Appearently, DJ wasn't doing anything when he was staying at Austin's and it pissed Austen off. So Austen kicked DJ out and then DJ got mad and then Austen or somebody started fighting. I didn't get it. I mean, they are like brother's, so why did Austen flip? Why didn't DJ punch back? And why do high school boys drive girls insane?