3.11.10
Hey, so for awhile, i have had a french kid staying with me and i just got the computer to talk. i kno that probably nobody is watching this or ather reading this, but it is helpful for me to get my feelings out. The reason i am writing so badly is because i have gloves on. Sorry. It is cold in my house. But, i heard that Bily Ray Cyrus and Trish Cyrus are getting a divorce! They always seemed so happy. But i guess everything has to come to its end.
27.10.10
17.10.10
Foreign exchance student thing
Okay, so i am hoping Monday will be a good day. I have to ask my foreign language teach what the exchange students are going to do while we r at school. Other than that, me weekend was fun.
14.10.10
I am sad
Okay, all of you that are reading this, then i want you to look at The Laura Beth Reynolds Memorial on facebook. It was the most sad and depressing. I new someone that died like that. I miss them all so very much. I loved them. They were my family. Watch the channel five show on her. I feel really bad for her mom.
13.10.10
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, so, in case you havent noticed i move on really fast.
Well, Me and my friends saw this guy in the hall. He was standing right behind me and he was so cute. So, once we were out of earshot, i ask one of my friends 'whos the hottie?' and we don't know but he is cute!!!!!!!!
He kind of looks like Gregg Sulkin from Wizards of Waverly Place. you know, alex's bf Mason. Well, the next time i see him, i am going to say hi. I can not wait!!!!!!
Well, Me and my friends saw this guy in the hall. He was standing right behind me and he was so cute. So, once we were out of earshot, i ask one of my friends 'whos the hottie?' and we don't know but he is cute!!!!!!!!
He kind of looks like Gregg Sulkin from Wizards of Waverly Place. you know, alex's bf Mason. Well, the next time i see him, i am going to say hi. I can not wait!!!!!!
12.10.10
I FEEL GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, so today, I completely cut Flounder out of my life! and i feel great! I feel better that great! i feel perfect! I love this! i have a new lease on life! i can live the life i want to and i can control my own life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow, even though we have testing all day, it will be amazing!
Tomorrow, even though we have testing all day, it will be amazing!
8.10.10
So, i was just on Flounder's FB and i saw that it said he was engaged.
So, i go to his gf's fb and it says that she is engaged to him. Now, i am seriously depressed. Now, i am depressed, lonely, and i think that i was used by this guy. I mean, he has always struck me as a jerk, but i found out this week that he was cheating on his gf with 3 or 4 other girls. I may have already said this, but now i am pissed. I am planning on telling his girl friend but, she won't listen to me. People only listen to friends. Not girls that like their fiancee's. i will have to be her friend before this happens. Before they get married. Even if they don't, she has to know. I wish that i could have one day, just one day, of being lucky. Kiss a guy i like and likes me. Feel good. have good clothes. etc. just a good day in general. I think that i am going to go back to the movie. I really wish i had a bf. See you later. TTFN!!!!!
So, i go to his gf's fb and it says that she is engaged to him. Now, i am seriously depressed. Now, i am depressed, lonely, and i think that i was used by this guy. I mean, he has always struck me as a jerk, but i found out this week that he was cheating on his gf with 3 or 4 other girls. I may have already said this, but now i am pissed. I am planning on telling his girl friend but, she won't listen to me. People only listen to friends. Not girls that like their fiancee's. i will have to be her friend before this happens. Before they get married. Even if they don't, she has to know. I wish that i could have one day, just one day, of being lucky. Kiss a guy i like and likes me. Feel good. have good clothes. etc. just a good day in general. I think that i am going to go back to the movie. I really wish i had a bf. See you later. TTFN!!!!!
7.10.10
5.10.10
that was it
So, I txted Flounder last night and asked him to say he doesn't like me like that. That he hates me. That he never wants to see me again. I asked him to. He wouldn't. He kept saying 'Y?' and then he said 'I cant' and i said 'what?' and he said 'idk lol'. He is driving me insane! I told him to do it for his girlfriend and Flounder didnt respond. I told him to do it for me and he said okay. Since that, i have been regreting this since he hesitated. i cant get it out of my head. And i made the wrong choice. I know it. i just cant explain it. I wish i could just know how he feels. Why he hesitated.
4.10.10
No more
i don't know what possesed me to, but i looked at Flounder's and his gf's pics on fb and i saw them together. I mean, i knew i would, but i just didn't know that my friends words had sunk so deep into my subconsciense. my heart of broken. I cant believe that actually believed that i could have had a chance with him. so i did what any girl who just had her heart broken, poured it out to her friend, and been told 'duh' by him about this would do. I deleted my friend, Flounder, and Kris off my friends. and i am going to delete them from my fone and avoid them. i can't bear to see or talk to Flounder again. I just can't. If i even look at him or anyone that reminds me of him, i might start crying. I can't bear it. my world is falling apart. This is just what i was afraid of. Why?
TEE HEE
So, today was kind of a good day. I talk to Flounder and we are good. I had to go up to him and ask him two things. I forget the first one, but the second was 'why aren't you talking to selest?' His answer:'she hasn't txted me' i mean, come on! Well, then next hour i make selest talk to flounder and they are good. She was embarressed. It was kind of funny. the reason she was though, is because she likes him. So, i go through the entire day and me and flounder talk. the entire day! i mean, we talked in the hall, txted, that sort of thing. I think at one point i asked him what his favorite ice cream was. Sherbet. What kind of guy likes sherbet? ANY kind of sherbet. Just weird. So then, when my class goes to lunch, i txt him 'i c u' and look through the door window till he gets the txt. i know that it might be weird, but i dont care. I thought it was fun at the time. So he gets the txt, looks at it and the entire time, his football friend is trying to see if he can get the fone from him by tickling him. and he does not succed. but he does look at the fone. Well, then flounder looks at the door window(there are two) and waves and his friend looks up that way after i wave back and i bolt. After lunch, i walk by the doors. i knock on the second one. the one i looked through and then catch up with my friends. Well, it turns out that my friend kylie told this girl erin that i like flounder and of course i have to confirm it. then later i talk to him again. with a very serious question. Well, it turns out jack broke it off with rose and she was in love with him and i asked flounder what was wrong with jack and he just said 'we are guys. its what we do.' then i hit him outside the head. or i wish i had. so that is it for right now. til i get more,
you know you love me
xoxo
gossip girl : )
you know you love me
xoxo
gossip girl : )
1.10.10
Okay, i give.
Austen flipped because he was pissed. DJ didn't punch back because he had to much to lose from one stupid fight. And the high school boys. I don't really know the answer to that one. Guy's. They never take anything seriously. They never call when they say they will. They never do anything right. And don't even get me STARTED on those football jocks. I mean, have they been knocked to the ground to many times? Are their helmets loose or something? They act like total idiots all the time! They are totally cute, but they are really stuupid! I have a few friends who are jocks and this one. Let's call him Flounder, like from little mermaid. Well, i told Flounder to call me and he said okay. Well, as you can guess, he doesn't call! So, the next day at school, which was today, i march over to him, and when i get up the nerve, I hit him with my SOBE bottle. Then i storm off, expecting my friend to follow. But, oh no! Not her! So i have to go back over there and while i am over there, i ask him why, and he says he had football practice and a doctor's appointment! I mean, how lame is that! So i say, 'you could have texted at least' and then he left. Then, 2 hours later, i walk over to him before he walks into class and i say sorry and he says it's okay, so we say hi in passing and that is all. Nothing else to tell. But, oh, how jelous i got when i saw him touch another girl. I mean for cryin' out loud, he has a gf! and i know i have to wait behind everyone else, but still, it made me so pissed! I went to my last hour all pissed and then said hi to him on the way to my bus and all was forgiven. THAT is the end.
xoxo,
Gossip Girl.
xoxo,
Gossip Girl.
WOW!!!!!
So, i was in the hall after lunch and gues what? I saw, a long with a bunch of other people, DJ and Austen get in a fight. Appearently, DJ wasn't doing anything when he was staying at Austin's and it pissed Austen off. So Austen kicked DJ out and then DJ got mad and then Austen or somebody started fighting. I didn't get it. I mean, they are like brother's, so why did Austen flip? Why didn't DJ punch back? And why do high school boys drive girls insane?
29.9.10
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, so i was at this soccer game and this girl Rose(R) gave her boyfriend Jack(J) and blw jb! I freaked out! She said it was fun, but i am like, "I don't need to know this stuff!"
My friend Destiny is dating this one guy who's name i forget. This is really short, but this is all about Independence, MO! Get use to it!
My friend Destiny is dating this one guy who's name i forget. This is really short, but this is all about Independence, MO! Get use to it!
26.9.10
Weird dream!!!!!! Just woke up
Hey, so I just woke up and I had the worst dream ever! I was on a ship and everywhere i turned, I could tell that it was sinking, but no one would listen to me and my friends. We kept telling them, but they acted calmly. They only started to avacuate once the water started coming in. My friend Sharon did, but i had to go get my friend Lizzie. Her father didn't want her to go, but she left anyway's and then we found sylvia and tested just how close the wters were to the first floor. We almost lost a bouncy bal, but i jumped in after it. It ws something that my grandma had given me. Then i ran off to my room and i got my fiancce to pack his stuff and then we left the room. NExt thing i know, we are on deck next to all of my friends with nothing but the ocean infront of us. I think some of the people started jumping off. Then i woke up. It felt so real Like i was actually going to die and i knew it in those last seconds of unconciusness, i knew i was going to die. And most of the others did to, but i dont recall if my friends did or not.
Randomly bored to death
Racoon's are evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did you know skunks snore? Okay, so on Monday, i have to wake up, straighten my hair, put on my make up, pick out my clothes, pile my books into my back pack which weighs 30 pounds, and go through 7 hours with that on my back, and the entire time i will be looking at who is wearing what, who is dating who, and what they are doing and stuff. I will tell you all you need to know about everything. You know you love me, xoxo
Gossip girl : )
Gossip girl : )
25.9.10
Okay
Okay, so , has anyone wondered why Lindsey Lohan can't stay out of rehab? Because she is on court order. Think about it. Just think about it. So, like, shegoes to rehab for the rest of her life or she goes to jail for the rest of her life. Okay, so that may of may not be true, but it is a theory.
you know you love me, xoxo
gossip girl
you know you love me, xoxo
gossip girl
Second Blog!!!!!!!!!! I am Weird!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, so you know how I said I wouldn't start actually blogging til the second one? Well, i was telling the truth.
Okay, so my mom and I are watching Furry Vengence. Or rather, i am watching and she is working. And i don't even think I watching! But we keep it on. That animal almost got run over. It screamed. I love this show already. So, i am having boy issues. My ex just friend requested me on facebook and i said yes. Well, now I don't now what to do. He said he was sorry for what he did to me and that he was immature and stuff, but idk if he has changed that much in a year. So, now he is in either 7th or 8th grade and I don't know what to do. Please, people who are not there!!!! Help me!!!
Okay, so my mom and I are watching Furry Vengence. Or rather, i am watching and she is working. And i don't even think I watching! But we keep it on. That animal almost got run over. It screamed. I love this show already. So, i am having boy issues. My ex just friend requested me on facebook and i said yes. Well, now I don't now what to do. He said he was sorry for what he did to me and that he was immature and stuff, but idk if he has changed that much in a year. So, now he is in either 7th or 8th grade and I don't know what to do. Please, people who are not there!!!! Help me!!!
Hey!
Hey, so this is my first blog. I don't know how to do this. But, yeah. This is "A normal girl's weirdo life" and this is me. To make sure a bunch of crazy people don't get mad at me, start a mob, and try to kill me and the people on here. : ). So, I am Sophie. And I don't plan on start blogging until the second time I do blog. So, i guess, comment, and stuff like that. Hope to talk to you soon!
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