No more

i don't know what possesed me to, but i looked at Flounder's and his gf's pics on fb and i saw them together. I mean, i knew i would, but i just didn't know that my friends words had sunk so deep into my subconsciense. my heart of broken. I cant believe that actually believed that i could have had a chance with him. so i did what any girl who just had her heart broken, poured it out to her friend, and been told 'duh' by him about this would do. I deleted my friend, Flounder, and Kris off my friends. and i am going to delete them from my fone and avoid them.  i can't bear to see or talk to Flounder again. I just can't. If i even look at him or anyone that reminds me of him, i might start crying. I can't bear it.    my world is falling apart. This is just what i was afraid of. Why?