that was it

So, I txted Flounder last night and asked him to say he doesn't like me like that. That he hates me. That he never wants to see me again. I asked him to. He wouldn't. He kept saying 'Y?' and then he said 'I cant' and i said 'what?' and he said 'idk lol'. He is driving me insane!    I told him to do it for his girlfriend and Flounder didnt respond. I told him to do it for me and he said okay.     Since that, i have been regreting this since he hesitated. i cant get it out of my head. And i made the wrong choice. I know it. i just cant explain it.      I wish i could just know how he feels. Why he hesitated.