Hey, just got home.   You all saw my last posts and know what's going on.   What you don't know it that, my friend, let's call her Athena.   Well, Athena gets to go to Europe!   I am so excited for her, but I still want to go before she does, which I know wont happen.   I am going next year and that is only to France while she is going to a BUNCH of places.    Well, about #72. He is still #72 and he is still Mr. unapproachable. Nothing has really changed on that front. All  can hope is that the longer time spent away from him and from middle school, the less I will like him.   Did you know that by age 16, over 60% of people all over the world have already met the person they are going to marry?  Not that I want to marry #72!   That would be insane!   He is a complete skeeze ball. Which seems to make it all the more confusing as to why I still like him.   I know for a fact that he has never thought of me like that. As more than just 'there'.  How, you ask? Because, if he did, I hope to god he would have said something by now!   If he does, and he hasn't said anything, then I am just wasting my time with all of this.   Please people, any advice?