Revelation

                                  So, I was watching Take Me Home Tonight and it just hit me.   I don't have to wait for something special to happen in my life, I make it happen.     It made me feel like a giant weight was lifted off my shoulders.   It.....made me feel like myself, something I haven't been in a long time.      I have always been trying to be something that I'm not, always been trying to live up to everybody's expectations.  Maybe they should start living up to mine.    And I can just be me.