I'm THAT GIRL

My uncle died yesterday.  I know, it's sad, but I'm not worried about me. More his wife and kids.   So, I have been talking to this guy, Scott, and I like him kind of, but he just got a girl friend.    Um, so how do I start this over again. I'm a sophmore now.   I want to lie and say that my entire life is different, but it's not.   It's pretty much the same.   New friends, new stories, but same old me.    Anyway....   there is Scott, Shawn, and the infamous Lane. The guy I have been conflicting over for like a year.   I just wish that one of them would notice me as something other than a friend or a fuck bag.   Not that I have ever been with any of them.   OMG! This is so confusing!    I'll catch y'all later.   Plus, I am SO changing the title of this blog!!!