Weekends are complicated!!!

So there was like no point to yesterday.  I did nothing except mow the lawns, we didn't go anywhere except to see my gma.     And we didn't get to go to santicaligon.   We are today, but that's not the point.    I love the smell of the air outside, though.     It's got that crisp tinge to it.      Contemplated having an identical twin sister.   Idk y, but it doesn't seem outside the realm of possibilities.      I've been sitting on the couch, txting friends, and watching tv.   I was SO exasted    still from the visitation I guess.    So, yesterday, I saw a face in the clouds and I knew, i just knew that it was my uncle kenny.  I don't know how or why, but it brought me peace.       I keep thinking about some weird peter pan romance that i could write.   but I can't write something else until I'm finished with my thing im working on right now.     So many thoughts at one time.  it's insane in my head.    also, i really think my parents take me for granted.   I want to teach them a lesson, but I don't know if i could.